2 MONTHS OLD!

I can't believe my baby is already 2 months old. He is growing out of all his newborn clothes. This makes me so sad. I am going back to work soon and am not looking forward to it. I fear my child won't know me or need me and after all I went through I at least deserve him wanting me. Call me needy I don't care. I'm interested to see how Mike does with him. I tend to have a little more patience with him. I'm sure his mom will be around to help.
Yesterday B got to meet his Great Grandparents in Colorado Springs. They adored him. My child is so loved by everyone! He had a little trouble in the car on the way back. Rush hour and a hungry baby do not mix. We ended up pulling over and feeding him.

B is holding his head a little better, but when he gets tired it falls to one side. Although he smiles and coos, he is still not actually laughing yet. I swear, sometimes I look at him and I am in awe of how cute he is.

I am excited to be working on his baby book. It is pretty detailed. I hope when he is older and he looks through it, he appreciates the work that I put into it. I know as a teenager and an adult I enjoyed looking through mine, especially old pictures.