SSSHHHH it's a Secret.

I hate not telling our families the big news. It kills me every time we get together because I just want to blurt it out. Luckily when I am caving Mike is there to stop me and when Mike starts to cave I am there to stop him. We both agreed it would be best to wait and see a heartbeat before we told our families. We would like to get B man a shirt that says "I'm going to be a big brother", and see how long it takes people to notice, but it might just get blurted out anyways because we are so excited. We are also so nervous. Nervous about affording another baby, taking care of another baby, keeping this baby inside til its time, and all the other stuff that runs through your head.





So far ...





I am 4 weeks and 5 days pregnant





I am feeling tired and hungry all the time. I am emotional and sometimes irrational (sorry Mike). I feel bloated and fat already and I know that my belly button will stick out by the the end of the first trimester (its already pretty flat). I am also feeling very scared for morning sickness, if its anything like last time, I am screwed. Zofran is already on order. The knowing what is coming (morning sickness) is very stressful and I am trying to spend some good quality time with B because I probably won't be here soon.





My next ultrasound will be on the 4th of July and if all goes well I will tell my family. My first Dr. appoint is the 29th of July.





Stick baby stick!!!