Well, this kid already got snuffed

With B I was always on it. We took belly pictures right on time and I probably blogged about 3-4 times a month. Now I am lucky if I get 2 blog posts up and I've missed my 28 week belly shot. Poor kid. S/he probably wont get a lot of pictures taken either. I am already stressing about having enough time for this baby. Will I remember to fill out the baby book? Will I remember to blog? Will I get behind on the montages? The list could go on. I just don't either child to feel neglected. So, Tuesday I HAVE to remember to do a belly picture for 30 weeks. We are at the 10 week count down folks and the anxiety is kicking in full force. At least I am not the only one. They other night at Mike's parents house, Mike was holding his nephew when he started to cry. It was like he panicked. He forgot what to do and just wanted to hand off the baby. He even said "whoa I'm not ready for this, I still have 2 more months to go." To his credit it is different when its not your own child, but I felt it too. Are we ready? Again?

B man is saying the cutest things to me. He says "la you too, mama" (Love you too, mama). He sings "Yes, jejus meeeee" (Yes, Jesus loves me). "to you, papa" (Happy Birthday to you, Papa). I am the stories that come out of his mouth are so funny (when I understand him). It is so true, that only parents really know what their kids are saying. I swear it sounds so obvious and clear to me but others are like "what did he say?". His little personality is really starting to emerge. He love attention and will do anything for it. He loves trying to make you laugh and if that doesn't work he is quit the drama king, fake tears and all. He gets so crazy almost like he is out of control when he is having fun. It is quit amusing.

Ok, now for some baby things. My ribs are killing me. There are days I just want to cry because the pain never goes away. Like I said before, this baby is very active and,as long as it doesn't push against my sensitive spot, I am enjoying the feeling of have this life in side of me. I am never really alone. I feel so blessed that I am able to have another child and so far a pretty uneventful pregnancy. Sometimes I know I can take this for granted and it truly is a miracle. I am so curious to see if this baby looks just like B. Our friends just had their second and she looks just like her brother.

The reason for not having pictures is because they are all and home and I find I only have time to blog when I am at work ;-) I will try and add pictures to previous posts.