Naturally the first day back to work (alone) after(now 5)positive pregnancy tests, I'm gonna scan myself. I didn't see any evidence of a pregnancy. Yeah I know, it is probably too early. My uterus is a lot larger and so is my left ovary, but no gestational sac seen.
I woke up in the middle of the night last night with very bad cramping. I thought to myself, this is it, I'm going to lose it (it has since stopped). Because I was up, I noticed Mike was stirring in bed and asked him if he was up? "Yeah, I'm up". "What's wrong? Why can't you sleep?" I asked. "You know why!" He said. Yeah I knew why. Previously that night we were at a birthday party for a friend of his. He said he wanted to tell his other friend bad and was trying to hold it in. I encouraged him to tell because I had told three of my friends already and wanted some of the guilt lifted off. So he did, and about 5 maybe 6 friends found out. Now he was regarding this because we don't have any confirmation this is a viable pregnancy. Plus, he was really afraid it would leak to his family before we could tell them. So the whole way home he tried to brainstorm creative ways to break the news to this family and even before he went to bed. He concluded that nothing he found on the internet was good enough. So there he lie tossing and turning all night, while I fight of the pain of cramping and try to eat my crackers as quietly as possible.
P.S Made my first OB appointment for March 3rd. Keeping fingers crossed.
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